I’m very conscious of people but I am often reserved even in social settings. Sometimes I can be easily outgoing but I always make myself aware of the moment. I value conversations that are real, engaging, and actually have impact behind them or actions. I value honesty and I have deep empathy which allows me to be transparent. I’m curious why is it hard for me to communicate when I’m in public? Why do I feel like I’m honestly in a wrong setting or area in life. How do I improve my life so I can still be myself and enjoy not just myself but my life with a significant other?(Being I want that to be a woman)