Personal Details
| First Name | Michaelene |
| Last Name | Ruhl |
| Nickname | souldoc09 |
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| Intro Bio | My passion lies in creating meaningful change, whether through my private practice, engaging workshops, transformative classes, enriching training programs, rejuvenating retreats, or building community personally and professionally. Loss shaped my life before I could even understand it. When I was just 18 months old, my baby brother, Jeff, passed away from sudden infant death syndrome. Though I had no memories of him, his absence left an unspoken void in my family and my heart. My parents, overwhelmed by grief, withdrew, and I subconsciously learned to associate love with loss. To protect myself, I built walls around my heart, fearing that a deep connection would inevitably lead to pain. It wasn’t until 2008 when I began exploring the roots of my identity, that I truly confronted this early loss. Through Family Constellations (FC) and psychedelic immersion, I uncovered how Jeff’s exclusion from family conversations had shaped my fears and anxieties. For years, I had unknowingly carried the weight of his absence, afraid to acknowledge my grief or the impact it had on my ability to love and connect. These healing modalities helped me break down the protective barriers I had built and reconnect with the parts of myself that had been lost. They showed me how acknowledging the past can open the door to deeper love, connection, and healing. This experience fuels my passion for sharing this transformative work, helping others rediscover themselves, reconnect with those around them, and build a sense of belonging in a world that often feels divided. My journey to my current chapter in life began on the softball field, where I thrived as an NCAA three-time All-American and later dedicated two decades to playing and coaching. But when injuries and high school politics disrupted my path, I faced an identity crisis that ultimately led me to a deeper calling. Returning to coaching, I realized that my players needed more than just technical guidance—they longed for connection, support, and a space to navigate personal challenges. Our team meetings evolved into what they called “group therapy,” revealing the profound impact of emotional well-being on performance and personal growth. This realization ignited my passion for psychology. At 39, I returned to school, earning a master’s degree and transitioning from coaching to private practice. My desire to deepen my understanding led me to earn a doctorate in Humanistic and Clinical Psychology at 45, along with certifications as a Family and Systemic Constellation Facilitator and Psychedelic Integration Specialist. Today, I create safe, sacred spaces for healing, transformation, and connection. My work is a reflection of my own personal evolution, and it is an honor to guide others on their journeys toward growth and self-discovery. |
| Fun Fact! | I have been inducted into two Althetic Halls of Fame. |
Offerings
| Offerings | Complimentary Phone Consultation | 15 Minutes | Free This complimentary consultation is for first-time/new clients only. It is an opportunity to ask questions and see if we are a good fit and to schedule a discovery session to determine your next steps. ——————– |
| Offerings | Discovery Session | 60 minutes | $150 In our Discovery Session, we aim to create a space for genuine connection. This is an opportunity for us to get to know each other better, explore your questionnaire together, and address any questions or concerns you may have. Our goal is to understand your unique intentions and guide you toward the Sacred Immersion Package that aligns best with your needs. ——————– |
| Offerings | Plant-Spirit Medicine (Sacred Immersion) Packages | Starting at $2,200 Space held sacredly and safely by Bailey and Michaelene Immerse yourself in a transformative experience that involves a safe and sacred space. We intricately process and weave any plant-spirit medicine experiences you may have had into your life, enhancing your understanding of these encounters and facilitating your healing journey. The immersion packages give you an opportunity to choose one or multiple journeys, as it has been researched that three is the optimal number to experience, especially for those with trauma, treatment-resistant diagnoses, or those feeling really stuck in their lives. These packages include the following:
Choose from the following Packages:
A booklet with more information is available on request. Military & First Responder Discount Available Learn More | Schedule Consultation ——————– |
| Offerings | Individual Private Constellation Session | 90 Minutes | $275 Facilitated by Bailey and Michaelene In our workshops and private sessions, the journey begins with the issues you bring to the table. We start by delving into the facts, and discussing the core of the matter. Together, we determine the individuals or broader concepts that will be represented in the constellation, addressing a wide range of topics such as:
This time is yours to bring forward what feels most alive, whether a question, a longing, or a story that wants to be seen. Together, we listen for the threads that emerge: ancestral, relational, or soul-level and allow them to be witnessed. Everything unfolds at your pace, guided by your intention, and the wisdom that arises. Our role is to accompany you with gentleness and integrity, creating a container where resonance and clarity can take root in the shared space. A Booklet with more information is available on request. https://www.constellationhealingarts.com/constellations ——————– |
| Offerings | Healing through Connecting Constellations™ (Family & Systemic Constellations) | 6x 5 Hour Workshops (in-person) | $195 per Workshop Join us in reconnecting and communing with your Self, ancestors, and others in a sacred, safe, and judgment-free space filled with love and compassion. You will experience the gentle and sacred process of family & systemic constellations, reconnect with and come to peace with yourself, your ancestors, and others, and gain healing from just being present. Explore and heal areas where the flow of love has encountered obstacles within yourself, your family, and your relationships. Participate as a representative, client/seeker, and/or witness in a profoundly healing and sacred space, contributing to the creation of a healthier future. Family members need not be present. Scholarships are available based on individual needs. DM to Inquire ——————– |
| Offerings | Art as Healing Salve™ Workshops These classes and workshops are more than an artistic endeavor; it is a deeply healing process, a chance to honor yourself, and an opportunity to connect with the universal wisdom that resides within us all. Whether you are looking to find a new mode of expression, seeking a path to inner peace, or simply curious about the world of art creation, you are welcome here. Pricing varies depending on the workshop. Together, let’s create not just art, but a sacred space for healing, reflection, and profound personal growth. We will also come to your group or community We will collaborate with you and create a ceremony perfect for your community. Learn More | DM to Inquire ——————– |
| Offerings | Sacred Immersion Training Program (SIT) In the fall of 2022, we launched our Sacred Immersion Training Program (SIT), and since then, we’ve undergone significant enhancements. Our program now welcomes all individuals interested in acquiring the skills to create safe and sacred spaces with our plant allies. We’ve enriched the content, providing more relevant material and immersive opportunities. Additionally, we’ve lowered the investment, aiming to make this transformative experience more accessible. The SIT Program offers a unique opportunity for those ready to incorporate safe and sacred practices into their repertoire of transformational plant-spirit medicine therapy. The program spans three days of virtual learning, including Zoom gatherings for connection and supervision, followed by five days in person, allowing participants to firsthand experience the ceremony and sacredness. Currently on sabbatical but with enough interest we will offer it again. DM to Inquire ——————– |
Healing Modalities & Health Issues
| Healing Modalities | Art Therapy, Energy Coaching, Energy Management, Epigenetics, Holistic Mental Health Coaching, Mindfulness, Nervous System Regulation, Plant Medicine, Psychedelics, Psycotherapy, Shamanism, Spiritual Coaching, Writing & Journal Therapy |
| Health Issues | Acceptance, Anxiety, Break ups, Confidence, Courage, Depression, Divorce, Emotional Trauma, Family Conflict, Father-wounds, Fear, Feeling Stuck in Life, Grief, Heartbreak, Identity Crisis, Inner-Child Wounds, Lack of Joy, Lack of Peace, Limiting Beliefs, Meaning & Purpose, Mother-wounds, Near Death Experience (NDE), PTSD, Public Speaking, Relationship Issues, Rewiring the Mind, Self-Doubt, Shame, Stress, Trust Issues, Victim-Mentality, Willingness, Worrying |
Pricing
| Pricing & Affordability | Free, Donation, $100 – 200, $200 – 300, $300 – 400, $400 – 500, $500+ |
| Financial Flexibility | Sliding Scale, Payment Plans |
| Insurance Options | Direct Payment Only (i.e. "Out-of-Pocket") |
Additional Info
| Location | United States |
| Language(s) | English |
| Gender | Feminine |
| Certification Status | Yes – I am certified in all of my services |
| Virtual Platform Preferences | Phone, Zoom, Other |
Reviews
| Past Reviews | Shoshana Leah “Michaelene has helped with my deepest traumas issues I could not even bring to consciousness, let alone speak about. She has held presence and helped me heal my biggest and deepest childhood wounds and come to acceptance , love , and even empowerment with them. She has taught me how to live with both sides, but most of all she held the space for the smallest inner child and most pained parts to enter to be present, to feel loved, and to heal. She is truly a magical and transformative healer in all senses of the word by going to the root of the issue with you witnessing , and by being with , healing it from the inside out. After all – our parts just want to be heard. Truly heard. There are parts of myself that wouldn’t even show their face and first felt safe enough in my sessions with Michaelene to appear (after decades of therapy with amazing practitioners). We healed the deepest and most painful childhood and past life traumas together. She is a healer through time and space. She will bring you to your own essence and you will meet it with love and support from the deepest part of yourself. And she will hold witness the entire time. Grab hold of available sessions with her. Her availability and popularity is sure to fill up super quickly. Thank You Dr Michaelene, there are never enough gifts to give or enough support to send. My work with you truly changed my life and I am forever grateful. May God continue to shower you with blessings love and light and the work and life you dream of coming into fruition.”
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| Past Reviews | “I am a 66-year-old man who learned one of life’s most important lessons in my first session with Michaelene and Bailey: that I did not know what I was feeling — and that my feelings and my heart are not negotiable. Michaelene made the first point with grace and firmness. Bailey made the second with uncanny depth and care. “The value of psilocybin cannot be measured in the session itself. The session began a cascade of awareness that unfolded over time. From these awarenesses, I have gone through a tremendous transformation, clearing years of congestion created by my survival pattern of managing other people’s feelings instead of knowing my own. My heart is now supported by a deep knowing and a strong core. I no longer need to justify myself — to myself or to anyone else. I see anxiety as it rises and use it as information rather than judgment. “Michaelene and Bailey provided a safe space for a journey that had a profound impact on my life. They are a fantastic partnership, bringing different perspectives that help them find the entry point into my psyche. I am forever grateful to them. It has been an amazing ride, and I would do it again if I needed it.” MS |
| Past Reviews | “I have suffered from anxiety and depression for over 20 years. I have tried more medications and have seen more doctors than I can count, none of which provided much relief. I was hopeless and began to accept that my life was as good as it could get. After learning of Sacred Immersion Sessions, I decided to take a last attempt to improve my mental health. I am pleased to share that in 6 hours, I made more progress than I had in 20 years. I am a new person with a new perspective on life that I could not have achieved without the help of Michaelene. Set up an appointment and get the relief you deserve.” — Anonymous |
| Past Reviews | “When I first made the decision to start counseling/therapy I was desperate for someone, anyone, to hear my pleas for help. I was hitting the end of a very sharp and painful roller coaster and was almost at the permanent crash landing. My first session with Michaelene I was scared out of my shoes, anxiety attacks constantly. I walked in early and she didn’t hesitate to see me. One of my favorite memories of her is during our first meeting. She looked so comfortable, in fuzzy boots, a warm sweater and a scarf (it was very cold in the building that day). That helped me relax a lot. I had been in therapy before, but all were very uptight and firm. Not willing to be patient and ask for what I needed. And not willing to relax and laugh a little. This was very different. Michaelene was VERY patient with me. Honest, and willing to lend a hand, or hug, if needed. Always found a way to make me smile at the end of a session, even if I fought it. She helped me find my “voice,” and taught me how to use it in ways that would help me. She helped me find different ways of coping with my self injury urges. I honestly think I was the luckiest person ever for having Michaelene as my therapist. I was able to “grow up,” finding out who I am, the strong willed, patient, caring person that I am, and being able to use it to relieve stress and anger. I’ve found ways to be myself without being what everyone else wants me to be. If I had the extraordinary opportunity to work with Michaelene again I would excitedly jump at it!! I’ve known her for two years, and I don’t know where I’d be if I’d never met her. She is truly a blessing. For me, one of those women I can think back on and remember as one of the few strong female influences I’ve had the beauty of knowing.” — Jessica |
| Past Reviews | “I began hearing about the Family Constellation Approach to therapy from co-workers, and wanted to get a basic idea of what it entailed when I signed up for one of the workshops. I initially thought it would be a basic training introduction and was surprised when I realized I would be an active participant along with the other members of the group. Although I consider myself a new age person and someone who is open to non traditional aspects of therapy I was a bit skeptical when I walked in and there was a strong scent of incense and a circle prepared with chairs, all with a box of tissue neatly arranged next to each chair. I had planned on taking lots of notes and listening to theory, not crying. The experience left me speechless and amazed at how powerful and honest our senses really are. The facilitators really created a safe place and were patient in allowing each participant to work at the level they felt comfortable. I left the workshop physically drained but restored with a sense of great insight into my personal relationships. I would strongly recommend these workshops and plan on attending more myself.” — I.B. |
| Past Reviews | New Inner Peace: “I have gained an incredible amount of insight and sense of belonging by participating in constellations. In being present and witnessing, the collective energy provides a sacredness rarely felt in the world today. The power of connecting through eye contact, intentional movement and an open heart while representing for others has been the most powerful component of re-teaching my soul self-trust in my decade long journey of healing.” Lisa C. |
| Past Reviews | Womb Healing with Support & Love: “I found out about Constellations at a time in my life when I was working on womb healing to prepare to conceive my first child. I heard about it on a podcast and then looked up who did it in my area and found Michaelene and Carrie. From the moment I walked into their space I felt supported and loved. With their help I worked over the next three years not only on womb healing and releasing past trauma but on bringing in my first child to this world, preparing and healing from birth, walking through a miscarriage, and calling in my second child. In addition to my own work I have seen countless people who have participated experience huge energetic shifts on issues that they had been working on for years and were not able to change with other modalities. As a therapist myself I quickly felt called to learn this modality as it is so effective and meaningful to myself and others and leads to individual and collective transformation. I am so grateful to Michaelene and Carrie for the work that they are doing and what it has meant to my life and the change it is making in the world!” — Abbie Rainbow Mama |
| Past Reviews | “You know, it’s easy to think that sort of the foundation of what’s true in healing is purely psychological, and it isn’t … it just goes deeper than what we think of the psychological healing. It’s really soul healing, the way that I experience it. It’s developing more and more and more integrity, become more and more integrated. It’s [FC] just given me that much more compassion for why people are the way they are and why they do what they do. And I feel less blaming or less, just less judgmental.” Amy |
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