Personal Details
| First Name | Michaelene | 
| Last Name | Ruhl | 
| Nickname | souldoc09 | 
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| Intro Bio | My passion lies in creating meaningful change, whether through my private practice, engaging workshops, transformative classes, enriching training programs, rejuvenating retreats, or building community personally and professionally. Loss shaped my life before I could even understand it. When I was just 18 months old, my baby brother, Jeff, passed away from sudden infant death syndrome. Though I had no memories of him, his absence left an unspoken void in my family and my heart. My parents, overwhelmed by grief, withdrew, and I subconsciously learned to associate love with loss. To protect myself, I built walls around my heart, fearing that a deep connection would inevitably lead to pain. It wasn’t until 2008 when I began exploring the roots of my identity, that I truly confronted this early loss. Through Family Constellations (FC) and psychedelic immersion, I uncovered how Jeff’s exclusion from family conversations had shaped my fears and anxieties. For years, I had unknowingly carried the weight of his absence, afraid to acknowledge my grief or the impact it had on my ability to love and connect. These healing modalities helped me break down the protective barriers I had built and reconnect with the parts of myself that had been lost. They showed me how acknowledging the past can open the door to deeper love, connection, and healing. This experience fuels my passion for sharing this transformative work, helping others rediscover themselves, reconnect with those around them, and build a sense of belonging in a world that often feels divided. My journey to my current chapter in life began on the softball field, where I thrived as an NCAA three-time All-American and later dedicated two decades to playing and coaching. But when injuries and high school politics disrupted my path, I faced an identity crisis that ultimately led me to a deeper calling. Returning to coaching, I realized that my players needed more than just technical guidance—they longed for connection, support, and a space to navigate personal challenges. Our team meetings evolved into what they called “group therapy,” revealing the profound impact of emotional well-being on performance and personal growth. This realization ignited my passion for psychology. At 39, I returned to school, earning a master’s degree and transitioning from coaching to private practice. My desire to deepen my understanding led me to earn a doctorate in Humanistic and Clinical Psychology at 45, along with certifications as a Family and Systemic Constellation Facilitator and Psychedelic Integration Specialist. Today, I create safe, sacred spaces for healing, transformation, and connection. My work is a reflection of my own personal evolution, and it is an honor to guide others on their journeys toward growth and self-discovery. | 
| Fun Fact! | I have been inducted into two Althetic Halls of Fame. | 
Offerings
| Offerings | Complimentary Phone Consultation | 15 Minutes | Free This complimentary consultation is for first-time/new clients only. It is an opportunity to ask questions and see if we are a good fit and to schedule a discovery session to determine your next steps. ——————– | 
| Offerings | Discovery Session | 60 minutes | $150 In our Discovery Session, we aim to create a space for genuine connection. This is an opportunity for us to get to know each other better, explore your questionnaire together, and address any questions or concerns you may have. Our goal is to understand your unique intentions and guide you toward the Sacred Immersion Package that aligns best with your needs. ——————– | 
| Offerings | Plant-Spirit Medicine (Sacred Immersion) Packages | Starting at $2,200 Immerse yourself in a transformative experience that involves a safe and sacred space. We intricately process and weave any plant-spirit medicine experiences you may have had into your life, enhancing your understanding of these encounters and facilitating your healing journey. The immersion packages give you an opportunity to choose one or multiple journeys, as it has been researched that three is the optimal number to experience, especially for those with trauma, treatment-resistant diagnoses, or those feeling really stuck in their lives. These packages include the following: 
 Choose from the following Packages: 
 A booklet with more information is available on request. Use code AWAKEN2025 for $100 off any Sacred Immersion Package Learn More | Schedule Consultation ——————– | 
| Offerings | Microdosing Information & Check-In Session | 50 Minutes | $145 In addition to your Sacred Immersion Sessions, you can benefit from microdosing check-in sessions designed to support you throughout your microdosing journey. This session will help to inform and/or discuss/check in on how you are doing with your current supplements and protocol. A Booklet with more information is available on request. ——————– | 
| Offerings | Healing through Connecting Constellations™ (Family & Systemic Constellations) | 6x 5 Hour Workshops (in-person) | $185 per Workshop Join us in reconnecting and communing with your Self, ancestors, and others in a sacred, safe, and judgment-free space filled with love and compassion. You will experience the gentle and sacred process of family & systemic constellations, reconnect with and come to peace with yourself, your ancestors, and others, and gain healing from just being present. Explore and heal areas where the flow of love has encountered obstacles within yourself, your family, and your relationships. Participate as a representative, client/seeker, and/or witness in a profoundly healing and sacred space, contributing to the creation of a healthier future. Family members need not be present. Scholarships are available based on individual needs. DM to Inquire ——————– | 
| Offerings | Psychedelic Integration Circle (in-person) | 6x 90 Minute Group Gatherings – $120 https://www.constellationhealingarts.com/plant-spirit-medicine1.html This sacred integration circle is to come together in a community to support, share, and connect with others who have had their own psychedelic experiences, It is a space to come together in a sacred space and learn more about integrating your experiences and dive deeper in connecting with yourself. DM to Inquire ——————– | 
| Offerings | Art as Healing Salve™ Workshops These classes and workshops are more than an artistic endeavor; it is a deeply healing process, a chance to honor yourself, and an opportunity to connect with the universal wisdom that resides within us all. Whether you are looking to find a new mode of expression, seeking a path to inner peace, or simply curious about the world of art creation, you are welcome here. Pricing varies depending on the workshop. Together, let’s create not just art, but a sacred space for healing, reflection, and profound personal growth. We will also come to your group or community We will collaborate with you and create a ceremony perfect for your community. Learn More | DM to Inquire ——————– | 
| Offerings | Sacred Immersion Training Program (SIT) In the fall of 2022, we launched our Sacred Immersion Training Program (SIT), and since then, we’ve undergone significant enhancements. Our program now welcomes all individuals interested in acquiring the skills to create safe and sacred spaces with our plant allies. We’ve enriched the content, providing more relevant material and immersive opportunities. Additionally, we’ve lowered the investment, aiming to make this transformative experience more accessible. The SIT Program offers a unique opportunity for those ready to incorporate safe and sacred practices into their repertoire of transformational plant-spirit medicine therapy. The program spans three days of virtual learning, including Zoom gatherings for connection and supervision, followed by five days in person, allowing participants to firsthand experience the ceremony and sacredness. Currently on sabbatical but with enough interest we will offer it again. DM to Inquire ——————– | 
Healing Modalities & Health Issues
| Healing Modalities | Art Therapy, Energy Coaching, Energy Management, Epigenetics, Holistic Mental Health Coaching, Mindfulness, Nervous System Regulation, Plant Medicine, Psychedelics, Psycotherapy, Shamanism, Spiritual Coaching, Writing & Journal Therapy | 
| Health Issues | Acceptance, Anxiety, Break ups, Confidence, Courage, Depression, Divorce, Emotional Trauma, Family Conflict, Father-wounds, Fear, Feeling Stuck in Life, Grief, Heartbreak, Identity Crisis, Inner-Child Wounds, Lack of Joy, Lack of Peace, Limiting Beliefs, Meaning & Purpose, Mother-wounds, Near Death Experience (NDE), PTSD, Public Speaking, Relationship Issues, Rewiring the Mind, Self-Doubt, Shame, Stress, Trust Issues, Victim-Mentality, Willingness, Worrying | 
Pricing
| Pricing & Affordability | Free, Donation, $100 – 200, $200 – 300, $300 – 400, $400 – 500, $500+ | 
| Financial Flexibility | Sliding Scale, Payment Plans | 
| Insurance Options | Direct Payment Only (i.e. "Out-of-Pocket") | 
Additional Info
| Location | United States | 
| Language(s) | English | 
| Certification Status | Yes – I am certified in some of my services | 
| Virtual Platform Preferences | Phone, Zoom, Other | 
Reviews
| Reviews | Shoshana Leah Michaelene has helped with my deepest traumas issues I could not even bring to consciousness, let alone speak about. She has held presence and helped me heal my biggest and deepest childhood wounds and come to acceptance , love , and even empowerment with them. She has taught me how to live with both sides, but most of all she held the space for the smallest inner child and most pained parts to enter to be present, to feel loved, and to heal. She is truly a magical and transformative healer in all senses of the word by going to the root of the issue with you witnessing , and by being with , healing it from the inside out. After all – our parts just want to be heard. Truly heard. There are parts of myself that wouldn’t even show their face and first felt safe enough in my sessions with Michaelene to appear (after decades of therapy with amazing practitioners). We healed the deepest and most painful childhood and past life traumas together. She is a healer through time and space. She will bring you to your own essence and you will meet it with love and support from the deepest part of yourself. And she will hold witness the entire time. Grab hold of available sessions with her. Her availability and popularity is sure to fill up super quickly. Thank You Dr Michaelene, there are never enough gifts to give or enough support to send. My work with you truly changed my life and I am forever grateful. May God continue to shower you with blessings love and light and the work and life you dream of coming into fruition. 
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