I have been doing a lot of soul searching/learning for the past 3 years and am experiencing a plateau while at the same time also sensing a big change coming. I’m not sure what to make of all this. I trust what the universe has in store for me but still feel lost or maybe stuck like I’m afraid to make my next move or something. Plus, I’m having trouble meditating and recently ended my 3rd long-term relationship and the loss of my father a year ago. I did a tarot reading and it came out quite positive on what I was asking. But I still haven’t taken any steps towards that goal. My mind just keeps wandering and I can’t get it to stop. I have no motivation and very little discipline. I try but my efforts are not very consistent and I keep procrastinating. I want to move past all this and not be self sabotaging. I just need some guidance or some advice to get me through this. Help me find my way back to my path. Anyways, I’m 45 with 3 adult children that I raised on my own. I own my own business. And I live by myself in Ohio. I’m a Scorpio and I love trees, painting with acrylics and the color orange. My family calls me Tree, not because I’m tall but because it’s short for Theresa. Thank you for reading my bio.